Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Hi bits, I've always said that I wanna private my blog then unprivate it again and last private again. Rest assure! I'm going to unprivate it once and for all because I see no point in privating my blog just because I don't wanna some people to see my blog. I will let you view for all you want, because I know you visit my blog once you got the chance to.

Unprivating my blog as in my main blog. Btw, you must be thinking "chey, who want to see your blog". "eee". *makes disgusting noises*. I'm refering to my 'stalker' who knew I was referring to -

yea, you. You are viewing my blog now aren't you? Once again, you contradict yourself (AGAIN!?).

Please don't make assumptions unless you think you are the one that I'm referring to. Nvm, it's okay, I know you love to make assumptions. Even those that have never existed. WTF *roll eyes*

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Sometimes, I talk to myself.
Sometimes, I will stand alone at the window watching the Sun set.
Sometimes, I wish time can go faster.
Every time, I would wish to rewind to the past.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

I figured out that if I managed to survive this ordeal, I would cherish everything around me, including my family and love ones even more.

A murmuring of a little soft voice soon broke my trains of thoughts. I tilted my head a little and discovered the unconscious girl had wakened up. She kept screaming hopelessly, afraid, not knowing what had happened.

"Don't cry, we will be save...soon," I comforted the girl. Although I was not too sure of my assurance.

The little girl continued crying, as if she had claustrophobia. I believed she had been trapped in this space for as long as I had. A built man like me should be able to endure the lack of water and food for this long. But I bet this girl could not last within the next few hours.

I stared at my leg, the bleeding had stopped again. I guessed I would either die of starvation or over-loss of blood. But the latter seem more real as I could still satisfy my needs through the half-emptied bottle of mineral water and the almost-rotting bananas. My mouth tasted small bits of stones, sand and dirt. It was awful. Accompanied by the bitter taste of the banana, I vomited some out. It was extremely disgusting.

I titled my head over to the left. A man not too far was lying in a peaceful position. His eyelids, closed and swollen red, lips chapped from thirstiness with whitish complexion. I was forced to believe that he did not make it. The man died in a praying position. He must had been a strong believer in God; God did not heard his prayers.

I was too morbid to believe in anything now. Fever started to take over my body. I felt stuffy and was perspiring profusely. I was tempted to grouch down the mineral water. But I was afraid that I had no water left for later. I predicted I could only last till the next day; I had no idea if it was day or night out there.

I breathed in deeply for more oxygen. The fever had enfeebled my being completely. I felt nauseous. My eyelids got more and more heavy. I thought this must be it. I was dying, not from over-loss of blood or starvation. But from the fever that I had. Soon, I fall into a deep slumber...

I did not know how long I had slept. But my surrounding had become extremely quiet. It was so quiet I felt like I was in space. The annoying cries of the little girl had stopped. I was scared. Her face looked like she had gone through much pain and torture. I shivered. I should have given her a piece of my bananas or gave her a sip of my mineral water. Even the last form of life within this tiny space had died. I should be going anytime soon.

I drank all of water and ate all the bananas. I told myself that if these foods could not sustain my life, I would just passed on just like the two dead people beside me. I positioned myself and started to pray silently. I wished if my parents had survived and if they found me dead, they would not feel too devastated.

Not very long later, I heard the hub buds of some men above. I confirmed that it was not my hallucination and yelled hardly. I even tried hitting the rocks with the emptied bottle. The rescuers must have heard my shouts. I could hear them discussing about a survivor below them. It must be me. I continued screaming at the top of my lungs. I waited for a few minutes before the rock above me was lifted off. The brightest and the warmest light I had ever felt shone upon me. I was blinded by the sudden source of light. A smile was plastered across my face as fresh air gushes in to revive my dying lungs. I embraced the sunlight that was shone upon me. I could not make out who was the black figure that was above me. I just knew that my life did not end in this tiny space. I did not enter the heavens with the two dead bodies beside me.

I did not have the energy to climb out myself. Instead a rescuer pulled me out with alacrity. I gave a weak smile, convinced that I had survived this ordeal.

Saturday, February 6, 2010

I'm happy with my life now.
Thank you very much.