I shall accept the fact that I need to study hard for my 'O's with alacrity. Bye, flagitious people. In the mood of convival atmosphere with relatives.

Everyone wanted to travel to a particular country of their dreams. Be it France, Los Angeles or Paris, I leaving these countries out of my options. The country I most wanted to go now is Taj Mahal. India. I don't want to stay in India for long of course. I just wanna see how magnificent Taj Mahal. The huge arrays of colours and master craft architecture specially ordered by the King to commemorate his late wife. Just wanna stay inside for sometime and appreciated the gorgeous building and interior design.

I'm kind of bored now. Stiff bored. I'm chagrin of many things in my life. Sometimes, I felt like I'm merely a chalatan who thought I know everything but I don't. I've yet to know what is the name of USA's first president. Who created the website that I'm using now. How much did Beyonće earn in a year?

Sometimes I hate my saturnine behaviour. Is that even how you spell it?

I do not understand. (says in a computer tone) (only amber understands)

Push, Ouch & Rub. (only Fatin knows what I'm writing)

Woot! Lion dance face. (only xenia understands)

Celebrity gossip & general knowledge. (only Farah understands)

Cherry! Rambutan! Raisin! (only Minglun understands)

Content of the black book (only Weiru and Xenia knows)

He's flying, he's flying, he's really really flying! (only JIngyun understands)

I'm the ex of ____ and we had lots of fond memories. Grab from different people's life including a rose and ten reasons why I love you. & Faster laaaa (only Appearl understands)

Our goals for 'O' levels (only tingwei knows)

YO! Hello! *wave hands* (funny, saw-each-other-like-long-time-no-see friendship with Brenda)

Telanjang kat lantai jokes (only Syafiqah or Muslims understand)

God and many gossips of people (only Mr Y knows)

Thinking whose Ah Ma is that (only Junjie (cousin) knows)

8 roti pratas (only my mummy knows)

All my secrets. ALL. (only I know)

My favourite colour ( you will know if you know me)

LASTLY, My BFFs (you are if you think you are!)

Ruining someone's reputation has never been so easy. Just go online. Internet is still ranking first for ruining anyone's reputation as all you need to do is go online and visit any forums you like and start to spread rumors about the person. Photos of the victim are also accompanied with the vicious accusation.

Not only can you ruin someone's reputation, you can also hurt the person emotionally. Simply by visiting the person blog and leaves nasty comments using a anoynomous name. Looks like the world is yours with the Internet! Though it can really be fun pissing the person you hate via their blog, and the victim does not know who you are. But things will easily go out of hand when the victim is hurt emotionally or when you are exposed.

I refer spammers with anoynomous name as a coward. They can be so arrogant and haughty at commenting every actions you do and commenting every possible flaw they see in you. But why can't they just understand that nobody is perfect? I bet that their insultations are a projection of their insecurities. They are insecure of themselves, thus they would find faults with people so as to make themselves more better.

Perhaps the spammers are unhappy with the attitude of the way a person express herself/himself, therefore trying to correct them of their behaviour. But why can't anybody understand that they can't achieve anything through naming out a person's flaw. (Maybe it is a flaw only in their eyes). These people are terrible! I always thought that a blog is like a online diary for people to express their feelings and thoughts in their life. Since when did it became a battlefield between the spammer and the owner?

For example, a blogger once wrote, "When I was young, I though that ginger is a poison!". After a couple of hours, a comment is written from a anoynomous person. The person wrote, "You are stupid and dumb in thinking that ginger is a poison". I feel that this is a extremely immature act. The person has got to know that it is wrong to call a person stupid and dumb. Because I doubt that they are anywhere better.

Do we really need to give these spammers some time to reliease that their actions are foolish? I think that they need a 'hard' lesson in learning the rights and wrongs in the cyber world. I advice that bloggers should lock their blog and only allow friends that they know to enter her/his blog.

Written by once a spammer and once a victim of spammers.

It just ponders me sometimes if my God really exist.

It's not that I don't believe in my God. But I never seen one myself before, what makes me think that it exist? And does heaven and hell even exist? Is God man-made?

It's gets very irritating when you want to sleep but you just couldn't. You know you could only sleep around 4 because your body's biological clock has already adapt to it. Sometimes, tossing and turning isn't a very good idea.

Right, it's 4 am now. Bye insomia. I'm going to sleep now. Hello dreamland.

Just reached home and I was about to call Troy when I realize I had just broken up with him. I don't know whether I have already adapted a habit to call him whenever I reached home and started chatting with him for hours. 

As I scrolled through the images in my phone, I saw many fond memories of us having fun together. I saw a picture of the two of us and a melted ice-cream. I remembered it was because Troy wanted me to have the ice-cream but I, out of the same love as him wanted him to have the ice-cream instead. The period of pushing the ice-cream to each other, in turn causes the ice-cream to melt. We laughed so happily at each other. I remembered he was so happy, he kissed me hard on my cheek. 

As I reluctantly deleted that photo, I came across another photo of him and me with a nasty wound at my knee. Then again, I remembered that day was my friend's birthday and even though Troy do not know him, he attended his birthday party at East Coast Park to keep me accompany. And even though he is the guest, Troy offered to cook the food because all of my other friends were inexperienced in cooking. I was very touched and all my other friends were very envy of me. My hands soon got dirtied because I helped in the cooking with him and I needed to wash my hands quickly but as I ran towards the toilet which was about two kilometers away, I fell. The fresh blood that oozes out from my knee were excruciating. At that point of time, I kept crying as I endure with the pain but Troy, Troy was the one that told me to relax and offered to piggyback me to the toilet. I know I am heavy but he did not gave up on me and continue walking till we reached the toilet. The journey of Troy carrying me was painful. But it was a sweet-painful love that I will never forget. 

It took me a lot of courage to delete that photo but I knew I have to because if I don't, I will never forget him. 

After deleting lots and lots of photos that contain our love memories, I came across the last photo. The photo does not have neither Troy or me in it. It was a picture of a bright glowing star across the night sky. My heart got extremely sore. The photo was taken on our first year anniversary. And we camped overnight at the beach near my house. That night, there was only one star in the night sky and I wasn't thrilled about it. But he put his hands together and closed his eyes for thirty seconds. I was curious over Troy's actions as well as what wish he have made. I asked him about it but he said it wouldn't come true if he tell me. I've got my better ideas so I asked him to write the wish that he have made onto a piece of paper, that way he can let me know what wish he have made and didn't really say it out too. Troy didn't look so convinced but still wrote it down in the end. I could still vividly remember what you wrote because I read it for millions and millions of time and I never got tired of it. This was what he wrote, 

"Dear heavens, if you are listening to my plea, I wish that I could save up enough money to marry Bella and build a beautiful house for her at the meadow of the mountains. We will have many kids and we will live very happy together".

I cried whenever I read that paper. Even for the first time. This is when I know I will definitely say yes when Troy propose to me. I remembered that we hugged after I read the paper and shared a long passionate kiss. 

The soul in me was dying when I deleted the last photo. My heart broke into million of pieces and the tears I shed would probably fill so many plastic bottles. I told myself I will be fine. Soon. 

I tried sleeping with a broken heart and countless of tears which left me tossing and turning on the bed. I asked myself why did I broke up with him. Was I too suspicious or he really do have another girl? But I soon came to realize it was just all my foolish insecure thoughts of him having a affair. I knew he didn't cheat on me. I was just insecure. Why would he cheat on me when he love me so much than I do? I bet he must be suffering much more pain than me now. We still love each other and we know it. I knew I haven't gave up on him. But my earlier stupid actions prove that I am so immature and naive. I shouldn't have deleted the photos. And I shouldn't have trusted Mabelle. 

Just when I wanted to punch in Troy's phone number on my phone, he sent a text message to me.  
    

With motor vehicles giving out harmful gases and the thinning of ozone layer, it's hard to avoid going out without applying sunblock. Or, at least taking an umbrella with you wherever you go.

Sometimes, it gets excruciating to see large amount of thick grey gases coming out of industries, affecting all possible living things as well as contributing to the thinning of the ozone layer which will be gone for good when it disappear.

To top it up, deforestation for land development has cause a significant decrease of oxygen in our environment. Lots of animals has lost their one and only habitat within the forest due to land reclamation.

Due to global warming, the temperature increases, causing the ice in Antarctica to melt rapidly. Soon, tsunami will occur, submerging many countries including Singapore.

When the disaster strike, thousands or even millions of people will die. Wonders of the world will disappear (Yes, including The Great Wall of China). Many animals will of course, gone for good. We surely don't want the apocalypse in the movie, "2012" to happen in reality, don't we?

We couldn't reverse the effects of global warming. But, we can slow down the process.